I was more than grateful when the Lord answered my prayer. You forgave me and treated me as your friend. I’m sorry and thank you, Angelo.
But eventually, we started going out again. At first, I felt unworthy of the love you have showed me but at the same time I happily accepted it. Kahit na alam kong you’re not open to being with me again, i always say to myself that it’s okay since ako naman talaga may kasalanan. I never wasted any opportunity of being with you. And every time we were together, I tried enjoying what we have. Kasi alam kong any time pwedeng magbago ang ihip ng hangin.
And I guess, with the three months we had together, I somehow had my second chance. Time’s up na nga lang. So thank you for giving me the chance to show you how much I love and appreciate you. Nahihiya ako kasi kahit na chance ko nga ito para bumawi ikaw parin ang mas maraming nagawa for me. Pero sana na feel mo rin kahit unti, that I made an effort to make this work and can still work.
Masakit. Umasa ako pero wala na tayong magagawa dun. Pero ang mas masakit para sa akin ay yung para bang kaya mong kalimutan lahat ng nangyari sa atin ng basta-basta lamang. Siguro nga hindi mo lang talaga kaya o baka naman hindi mo na talaga ako mahal.
Hayaan mo. Kakausapin lamang kita kung handa na ako. Pero sa ngayon, masyado na talaga akong nasaktan. Sorry Angelo.
